im s0 anxi0us. l0ls. hmm, i had a great time in the camp. and i f0und 0ut that team w0rk is really imp0rtant. and JOSEPH as my gr0up leader, really take g00d care 0f the members. heex.

0n the sec day, had gr0up dissussi0n. and JOSEPH sp0ke ab0ut what kind 0f friend am i t0 G0d. ? i think f0r awhile. and i felt guilty.

cause i 0nly pray and seek f0r Him when i need HELP.

what kind 0f friend am i. ?!

0h man. ~ then, i decided t0 be pray and talk t0 G0d whenever i need help an0t.

cause He is 0ur best friend. !!!! yays. ~

and during the MINSTRY, i started crying and was slainted by PASTOR DANIEL i think. while GINA was behind me praying. he just h0ld my hands and i fell.

when i wake up, like JOSEPH, i feel like crying. i feel very sad inside. but i d0nt kn0w why. when there was an0ther alter call, i feel like g0ing up. t0 give all my hurts t0 G0d.

and i think f0r a l0ng l0ng time. sh0uld i g0 up. ?

and i regret i didnt g0 up.

=(